Sunday, August 7, 2011

iv. Shame

I want to drive on a road that is winding,
feel the warm sun on my cheek.
It's the speed that ignites you,
the adrenaline inside you.
the feeling of breaking free.

Cause life is a waste when your hearts not in place,
assuming things can't be more than what they are.
Whoever regretted life's new adventures,
Oh, would it be a shame if I came.
Would it be a shame if I came.

I want to harvest the seeds that are planted,
dream like reality had never begun.
It's in the silence that we fight our battles,
and glories will always be won.
Our glories will always be won.

Cause life is a waste when your heart's not in place,
assuming things can't be more than what they are.
Whoever regretted life's new adventures,
Oh, would it be a shame if I came,
Would it be a shame if I came.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

viii. Welcome to Life.

Everyone reaches a point on their journey
where their rugged path comes to an overwhelming six-way junction.

Standing in the center of it all, circling around,
we stare inanely down into the deep abyss of each path,
which is outlined in nothing but impenetrable canopied darkness.

Anxiety and depression hover over this place like thick mountain fog.
With the sound of a deep, quick bass beat of our worried hearts
and the wandering eyes of a lost child
we search for a sign to guide us in the right direction.

Where we falter is that we assume there is only one right path
and all others will lead us to a lesser end result.

So here is where we make a decision.
A life choice.

To stand up, confident-proud, gazing directly
into the abyssal path that pulls our heart most fervently,
and run head strong forward, never stopping.

Because the truth and irony is that without knowing it,
you already know the way that you should go.

Welcome to Life.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

vii. me and you


i should have seen this coming,
should have tried a little harder

but you won't say it was me...
is this our time, have we found our end
i watch your lips speaking, but can't hear a thing
you're trying to say goodbye, i'm still feeling butterflies

if you were right, then i should go
you need to find you, and
maybe we jumped the gun, maybe the course has been run
maybe i should go, i should go

but if i leave, tell me, which way do i go?
i turned around to see our whole world changing
i can't tell if it's ending or just rearranging
but either way you're leaving,
your heart is leaving, mine's left reaching

i won't live just thinking about you
i just don't want to live without you
but maybe we jumped the gun,
maybe our course has been run
maybe i should go, i should go

don't be too nice to say goodbye,
too caring to see me cry
i can make this easy, no time for second guessing
i'll pack my things and go, with my back always facing
you won't regret, won't see a tear

i'll do what you need, you just can't see
cause i am me, and you are you, and we...
are now just you and me


<3

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

vi. miles

Stopping by the Woods on a Snowy Evening Robert Frost

Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village, though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.


And something a little random:
when words hurt

v. worth

Johnny and June: -Sex God: Rob Bell

"But what struck me more were the interviews with the various musicians who consistently mentioned the love between Johnny Cash and his wife, June Carter Cash. What I've come across in everything I've ever read about him or by him is their their love grew over the years. they were more in love in their sixties and seventies than ever.

Their marriage got better and better.

They were more in love as the years went by.

Tom Petty said, "you just couldn't help but love her. John so depended on June, and he so bounced everything off June. It was such a deep love that it was great to see how the two of them were such a team, really involved in everything together, including the music."

Whatever it is that they had, it spread.

It spilled over.

It couldn't be contained by just the two of them.

It affected those around them

It inspired those around them.

Maybe when we meet older couples who obviously still love each other and love being married to each other, we're inspired because so many things around us are in the endless process of falling apart.

There's a mission here. Adam has been commanded to watch over the earth and manage it and creatively order it. Adam has something to do, and it's not good for him to do it alone.

... Adam says about Eve, "This is now bone of my bone, and flesh of my flesh."

"Bones" is a way of talking about strength, and "flesh" is a way of talking about weakness. He's essentially saying, "Where I am weak, she is strong, and where she is weak, I am strong."

Eve is a corresponding strength for Adam.

they fit together

They cover for each other

They're better off together than apart"


I really love the things that Rob Bell has to say. He brings an entirely new perspective to the same verses we've heard since we were kids. He can take a passage and relate it to life today.. That's what separates the teacher from the exceptional teacher. A preacher can throw out verses all day long.... Jesus could have done that. But he went beyond that. He wanted us not just to know, but to understand. So he spoke in a way that the people could relate to.

Back then it was all about fishing, drinking from wells, harvesting, planting, making bread, getting dust on your sandals because there was no pavement, and pretty much walking or riding everywhere you went. That's why Jesus told stories about "Come and I'll make you fishers of men."

So now, we have to take these stories and make them apply to us. We have the internet and paved roads, cars, planes, and big corporations. I think we have a hard time understanding what God is trying to say because we don't take the time to see where he's coming from.

We read verses like, "A farmer planted seed. As he scattered the seed, some of it fell on the road, and birds ate it. Some fell in the gravel; it sprouted quickly but didn't put down roots, so when the sun came up, it withered just as quickly. Some fell in the weeds; as it came up, it was strangled by them. Some fell on good earth, and produced a harvest beyond his wildest dreams."

And we get lost, wondering, "What the hell is he talking about? What's the point?"

It's easy to lose the point. I do it all the time. With school, with life, with planning, with the future. But somehow we keep going. I love Jesus for this, because in the next chapter a person asks exactly that, "What's the point? Why do you tell us these stories?"


He doesn't reject the person for not understanding, or for understanding too well what the others can't. He goes back through the story and explains exactly what he meant by what he said. He proves that the person who questioned was of worth. He had value. He made both the smart, and the not so smart feel like they had worth. the man's questions mattered.

How can I have this kind of love in my life? One that only grows?

Will I ever accomplish something great?

Can I encourage and inspire others to know how much they are valued and loved?

Sunday, October 5, 2008

iv. happiness

"Do what you love, don't care what other people think, so what if it's a "lesser" major as you say, do what you want to do regardless of others... no one is going to care... you will still be accomplished... it's not their life, it's yours... Do what you love because your happiness is worth far more than any amount of money... and you'll make far more doing something you love than something you hate"

i love my mom.

She always knows how to help me find my own answers.

:)

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

iii. this woman is all i got

Oct. 7th and 29th... will be amazing. get excited. State Radio and Ben Kweller. Check these out.